I am sitting here on this breezy summer afternoon. Life should be as wonderful and as perfect as this day but it doesn’t feel that way at the moment. On the contrary, I have been struggling with some issues lately and I need to turn to God and the angels for answers and direction. I need healing of the heart.
I get my feelings hurt easily. I can be think logical about a situation and know, intellectually, that I have no reason to get my feelings hurt but I cannot easily shut off those feelings. I also ruminate on things long after I should have let them go. However, I am quick to forgive and I don’t hold grudges; except with myself. I am very hard on myself and often feel that I should never make mistakes. I figure that an intelligent person like me should be able to function on a daily basis without putting her foot in her mouth. Yet, I find that the opposite is too often true.
I have been praying about these things lately and I have yet to find any solace; except for the solace that I find in prayer. My time of fellowship with God and the holy angels are a balm to my weary soul. Maybe you are in this same boat. I am going to go to scripture and the angels and ask for some assistance.
I was led to the book of Psalms. It was not immediately evident which one of the three portions of Psalms I was being led to, yet after reading I know it is Psalms 91. It is about the care and security of God. The full Psalms is of importance and I encourage you to read it. However, my heart focused on these verses:
Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him and honor him. With long life will I satisfy him, and show him my salvation.
Kings James Version
With God’s love set upon me, I know that I can love myself and others through any situation. It sounds so simple, yet it is never easy to go beyond our feelings to reach in and out in love. The first step in love is to love ourselves; because how can we offer love that we are not willing to receive. When we can receive love, then we can give love to others. I must already have love in order to give love. How wonderful to know that God loves me and wants me to have that love indwelling inside me so that I can share it with others. This is why I must also forgive myself. Holding grudges creates a barrier to love. In addition, when I accept God’s forgiveness and allow it to assist me to forgive myself then I can offer that same forgiveness to others. We can only give what we have. The true source of all things is God. So, I call upon God to give me all that I need to heal my broken heart, forgive myself and others, love myself and others and offer that same love to everyone I meet. This is a tall order, yet God can equip us for all things.
Dear ones, dear, dear, dear ones. We are with you always. We come to show you the loving ways of our heavenly father/mother. We come to show you the love that is there for you and available to you at all times in all ways. You are much too harsh on yourself/selves. The time has come for you to let go of all these things that are weighing you down and not allowing you to move forward. There are so many things that you need to be doing yet you can’t with all of this weight of unforgiveness.
Dear ones we offer to you a way to know that you are loved. Our presence to you every moment of every day we bring this love and pour it over your life. It may seem at times that we are absent or that love is absent but it is not. We are ever present and with you. Selah.
To you dear one you are questioning everything that is happening in your life. Then you fear that your questioning will anger God and that he has had it with you. That he will cast you away because you ask. Never fear asking. Your questions allow God to see your heart. It opens you to his love and guidance. Imagine if there were no questions. Without questions, there would be no answers. Everyone wants answers. What you really fear is/ are the answer/s you don’t want to hear. Yet, know that all of the answers are brought to you on wings of love. You can be assured that your answers are coming. Do not fear asking them. With great love, they are heard. You do not need to struggle any longer. So many answers are coming for you.
To another dear one, timid little mouse you are. You are hiding away from everyone. You fear rejection so you do not venture out. This is not the way you were meant to be. You are meant for great things. You must trust the path you are on, step up, and step out with all boldness. Let your talents be known to all. You are not as hidden as you believe to be, so come out and be you.
To all of the little ones we are coming closer in the coming weeks. So much is happening in the world. And many have been wondering where we are. We are hear, we are hear, we are hear.
To all love, love, love
Thank you for spending time with God, the angels and me.