Cognitive Confusion

I have been challenged, by the angels, to change a couple of statements I make all too often:

  1. “I don’t know.”
  2. “I don’t care.”

When I look at them I know that they are not true statements. So why do I utter or think them way too often to be just fleeting thoughts on a difficult day?

The first statement is one that comes from confusion and frustration about my work and/or life direction. It comes from feeling powerless to make all my dreams come true. It is overwhelming to think about all the formal and informal education, training and hours upon hours of work I have put in, too often feels like it was for naught. Yet, that is a lie because regardless of how successful I may be, by worldly standards, the things I have learned; the degrees and certifications earned have all been worth the effort, time, and money. Furthermore, I know that God doesn’t promise us earthly success, he promises us spiritual success. And that is a much higher and better form of success.

Spiritual things too often don’t hold much weight in this realm. Yet, if I were asked to write my spiritual resume with all of my accomplishments on it; there is only one word I could boldly put on it. That word is Jesus; because it is in him and though him and with him that I am able to do all things. Therefore, I need to take one of my resumes, with all of my education and experience on it, and take a big black permanent marker and write “JESUS” over it. This will serve as a reminder for when I am tempted to utter those words, “I don’t know,” because I am feeling lost and confused. I encourage you to do the same, it doesn’t matter how much education and training you have. Know that you can be used for great spiritual things that may seem small, yet will affect you and others greatly.

The second statement is more false than the first; because at least with the first one it is how I feel; sometimes. However, the second statement is always a lie because I do care; deeply. The truth is I am feeling hurt, and from that place of hurt, I’m trying to put up a shield to protect myself. Yet, it is my ability to be vulnerable and open that allows me to connect on a deep spiritual level with others to do the work I am called to do. Whereas, I do care what others think and feel about me; I don’t have any control over them. I can do my best to be kind and loving, yet there will be those who will not see me that way. For those times, and honestly all times, we can turn it over to God and let it be handled by the spirit. This allows us to let go and let love flow past that place of hurt and frustration in ourselves and out to others.

So the truth…

I do know. We all do. Ask and it shall be given. God doesn’t want us to be confused. He will guide us every step of the way.

I do care. We all do. We were made in love and for love. And when we need more love, we can ask. The angels enjoy coming to bring us love.

When you find yourself surrounded by and engulfed in the love of God and the holy angels all insecurities flee. Allow yourself the time and the place for such experiences as these.



Left-handed Scribe

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Pain and Suffering

This post was written to give you some background information about me and to assist you in understanding the work I do.

Pain and Suffering:

I could write a book, and some say I should, because I live with pain every day of my life and I sure have known suffering. However, mine, as bad as it was or is at times, seems small in comparison to others pain and suffering.

Yet, I feel compelled to share with you a part of my story so that you can know me a little bit better.

I was abused as a child; primarily sexual abuse, although I also was emotionally abused. I don’t often share this, because in the past I have gotten one of two responses; either people have pitied me, “You poor thing.” or they have treated me like a leper; afraid that somehow I will contaminate them. Both of those reactions have left me feeling sad and sorry I ever opened up and said anything. Moreover, often these exchanges have then tainted and tarnished my relationships; like poison.

However, I know there are others who have suffered trauma and need healing. Therefore, the angels have compelled me to share my past in order to reach out and help you heal. They want you to feel safe to open up and allow healing to begin in your lives.

I want to share with you how God has worked in me and through me to assist me in forgiving the horrible things that were done to me throughout my childhood and beyond. Yes, I have forgiven every one of the people who did such horrible and mean things to me. I may never be able to forget them, although for many years the memories of my abuse were locked away in the deep recesses of my mind. It took some intense work to find those memories. You may be wondering, why I would want to unlock those memories and go back and relive them again. The answer lies in healing. Those locked away, hidden in the dark memories, needed to be brought out to the healing light of God. For that is how He works wonders and transforms lives from the inside out! Then with the assistance of the Holy Angels I was able to go back to the time and place of the trauma and rescue parts of my spirit that had been left behind. This is how we are made whole.

Besides doing the Angelic writings I have been tasked with doing this very emotionally wrenching work for others. I am privileged and humbled to do this work, to go back into someone’s past and bring a part of them home. I bring those lost parts of them to God, to be bathed in his light. Therefore, it is God and his Angels that do the real work of restoring the person. I asked why they need me to assist them in this work and I have been told because at those darkest times in someone’s life they will “see” and trust me because I am like them; we are the same; in our make-up and in our common suffering. I do this work under the guidance and extreme protection of God and his holy angels. This work is called Spirit Rescue.

I have had people ask me about this work and the Angelic writing; wanting to know if there are others that do the same type of work. I honestly don’t know but I am sure there are. Furthermore, there are probably some who have done it bolder and braver then I. And still others who are too afraid to do the work they are being asked to do. As for me, I have finally (I think) come to a time and a place in my life where I am doing this work openly and boldly to the Glory of God. To be honest some days I am so scared of the reactions and the rejection that I just want to say, nay yell, “NO!” Nevertheless, I won’t, not ever again, will I hide this work away. This is my ministry. A ministry filled with pain and suffering. Yet, also, a ministry filled with laughter and joy. So, no matter what, I will boldly stand and proclaim the love of God through the pain and suffering of his son Jesus, as he speaks to me (us) through the Angelic writings and I will go wherever I am led/sent to assist in healing people and making them whole.

I ask that you accept these writings as a gift. Please know that I am very human; I get overwhelmed, I get sad, I get afraid. However, I am called and I am here for you. I want to use this space to bring you messages from the angels and healing LOVE!


Angelic Scribe and Spirit Rescuer

Out of Sorts

I pushed myself to go to work today; twice. I had to come home for a while in between my two part-time jobs. Something in my heart and soul didn’t feel right. I came home, ate some lunch, and did an Angel reading for myself. Then I forced myself back out the door to my other job.

This evening, I still feel out of sorts. I am not sure what is going on today but I have learned to honor what I am feeling. So, I am playing uplifting music, I have said a few prayers, and now I feel compelled to come and sit with you and the angels and let them speak to us.

Something big must be going on in the world. There always is when I get like this.

I rarely just sit at the computer and type my posts. Instead, I usually sit somewhere quiet to listen to the angels and hand-write out the messages and then type up what I wrote. However, tonight I thought I needed to let it flow.

Dear ones sometimes you do need to set apart time and space to be by yourself or to listen to music you love or to just be gentle with yourself. Who are you trying to measure yourself against this time? What are you trying to figure out that has your mind so troubled? Oh dear ones you are so hard on yourselves sometimes and we just wish to bring you reassurance of the love that God has for you and the life that you lead. You do not need to keep up a crazy pace or earn millions of dollars or get straight A’s to be a good person. You don’t need to go out and give or do every day. So many of you do so much in so many small ways, that you are not even aware of. Let go of the huge expectations and high profiles to just allow yourselves to be and time to enjoy.

Oh dear, dear, dear ones. Love. Life. Oh so much of the time you spend it fretting away about cares of yours and concerns. Just for this moment let all that go. Allow the waters of life to flow over and around you and shape you. Or become like water and flow around and through the obstacles that you think stand in your way. Or just be still. Be oh so still. Gentle waters. Soft and sweet for your soul.

Drink of the living water. Drink and never thirst again. Drink and be filled to everlasting and to everlasting.

The things that you are worried about or fear are small. Oh, yet not so small for God to handle. Give it over to the one who can and wants to take your burdens away. Become light and float away. Become unburdened and light. You have made your lives too heavy. Yes, loves it is that simple and easy.

Allow the images in your head to be transformed into joyous, lovely, wondersoul visions of joy, love, laughter and more…

Oh little ones come and be, just be. Find yourself in the loving arms of God. And allow us the angels to minister to all of your needs.


The Angels


It was good to get lost in the angelic writing and drift away from whatever has me so unsettled. I am sure that as I trust God and lean into love that I will settled down and become calm.

Sending prayers and calming energy out,


The Sweet Aroma of Angels

I am sitting here eating kettle corn; a great combo of sweet and salty. It was made just right; not too sweet and not too salty.

Eating this treat reminded me of the angels and that I needed to do a writing. You might wonder, how does eating kettle corn remind her of angels. Well, it really is not the eating of kettle corm that reminded me but the smell of kettle corn. And the reason that would remind me of the angels is that they often come with a scent; and the scent is most often sweet. To me they often smell like sugar cookies. I’m sure this is why so many of us have a sweet tooth; because it conjures up memories of our times with and in the angelic realm. The angels know us so well.

I will let the smell of kettle corn take me there….

Dear ones we do come on gentle breezes and sweet aromas~ We come bidden and unbidden. We come to bring you love.

There is much cheering and celebrating, yet know there is great sadness too. Life is precious. It is always a gift to live, to breathe, to laugh, to cry. Most know this, so know that we cannot take the moments that we are given lightly. We may feel relieve, yet we should not rejoice in the suffering of others. We must be very careful to send love even to those who do us harm~ who hate us~ send love.

Now onto other matters~ higher matters. Great natural forces will always be at play. Raging storms that cannot be controlled but it is NOT a punishment. It is the natural order of all things. Not one precious one was lost without our God knowing~ not one. And as the earth and sky and water rocked again and winds blew, all seemed wrong yet know it was a natural thing. Let go the anger so the earth can heal.

So much, oh so so much going on in the world. How is one to know and how to go and to trust. Trust love and the leading and prompting of love.

Go children and give love, show love and live in love. So simple and yet so important. Yeah imperative at this time, at all times. 

For one right now they are really feeling lost and alone. Know we are with you. We see you and see the sea of green. You must know that we can touch you and comfort you. Allow us to begin the process of healing for you. You are not alone. We love you, God loves you and you have many others who you do not even know praying for you right now. Those who we have visited and put you upon their hearts. Some are even oceans away and yet they know your name. Many prayers.

There is one who feels there is no one to hold their hand. Reach it out and we will touch it. Yes, right now reach it out and feel a gentle touch upon your hand. With this know that you are not wrong about those other things. Hold fast and believe.

And to you quiet shy one. It is time for you to come out and shine. Let your little light become a beacon. Someone needs to see your light. You are much more important than you have given yourself credit for. Know this. And shine.

The Angels


The angels are with you, they are always with you. Please remember that if you are brought here, drawn here, that these messages are for you today. You are the one that they wrote this for. They knew you were coming, whether it is a day, or a month, or a year, or even many years later, they knew and renew these messages.

In these times, in all times, we need to send love. Please help in spreading the riches of love to all people. We must band together to assist the angels in this sending out and receiving of love.

Sending out love,


Always Here

Dear Lord forgive me for being afraid, for stepping away then more I thought about it and tried to figure it out, the further I stepped away. Possibly leaving people wondering where I had gone. I am so sorry that once again, I let someone else’s harsh and judgmental words keep me from what you have called me to do.

Then I find myself in a place of fear… fear that if I do not use this gift to your glory you will take it away from me. Then what?

    • This is a letter I wrote to God, however, I feel I need to share it with you because I feel I must ask your forgiveness too.

To be so double-minded and full of fear is both confusing and disconcerting.

Therefore, I surrender myself to you Lord, and humbly ask you to use me for your will. Whether I have this gift or not is yours to decide. Yet, if it is your will, that you will,  embolden me and allow me to use it to glorify you and to minister to others. If I am called, as I believe I am, then use me. Every moment, of every day, use me. I stand open and willing for you.

These times of uncertainty and doubting are always difficult. Yet, here I am coming before you; my readers because ultimately this is not about me but about the angels and God and his holy love for us. May I be a humble servant and bring the messages to you.

Dear ones we are always with you and beside you. Here to comfort and show love to you. You wonder and feel lost and we are here to help you find your way. Stand still and we will find you. Move and we will find you. Fall and we will pick you up. You cannot be outside of our realm of love and protection. Things may feel confusing or difficult. They may feel painful and crazy. You may be in a situation that makes absolutely no sense. Ah, but you are never out of our reach. We touch you and bring you the love of God in the form of many things. You can see it in the simple and ordinary things. God is not asking you to do more, or be more. He is asking only that you open yourself to know him and feel his love. That is all. It is that simple.

Now for one of you that is crying out in pain and sorrow; know that we feel your heart and want to minister to you and your ways of distress. You need to find peace in your sleep. You are robbing yourself of the much-needed rest needed for your body to perform. You need to put that aside for a time and rest. It will be there for you when you come back to it.

Now for another one… oh love you are feeling like a little one that no one wants or needs. We love you and need you as the one that you are. You have one gift you have been holding back and it is the only one you need. Give that gift… And yes, you know who to give it to- today!

For all these messages are meant for many and for special ones. For you as you read these words from the heavenly realm know that we knew you would come here today, at this very moment because your heart and soul led you here to read this. To hear our voice in your heart. There is no need for you to question if this is for you. If you are here at this moment it is for you.

Come little ones and rest in the assurance of His love. Come and be comforted. Come and be loved. Come and ask your questions and bring your needs.

You are loved dear ones~ you are loved.


The Angels


Left-handed Scribe,


Good Days

Today started out well. I mean I looked good, I felt good; everything was good!

However, by this afternoon that had all changed. I came home to dog poo on the floor, stubbed my little toe, realized my clothes didn’t fit right and my lunch had not agreed with me. To top it all off I got an email giving me negative feedback.

How does a good day go so wrong? And why? It may sound as if I’m complaining about small things or being trivial but I think it is important to look at the way our external circumstances affect our spirit.

Let’s look at this from two perspectives. 1) We cannot let our emotions or the opinions of others rule and 2) The enemy is always on the prowl waiting to steal our joy.

Good days~ good, good days of wonderful sunshine and warmth. Sing through these days, these beautiful days. We bring blessings your way.

Like magic these days are charmed as you begin to see~ to believe we are near~ to help and assist you~ we are here for you.

Each day a fresh new miracle.

At every turn there is a chance, the opportunity for such blessings to come your way~ Just like the gentle rain or puffs from the trees it comes steady and from all around~ in abundance.

You want to see miracles~ open your eyes~ you are surrounded by them



The Angels


We can all benefit from acknowledging that life is good and we are blessed, even if we are having a bad day. We can be on the lookout for those blessings and miracles that are always happening. In addition, we can trust that we are where we are supposed to be.

This reading assisted me in turning my attitude around and getting back to feeling like I am having a good day no matter the outside circumstances and more importantly, that miracles are all around. Furthermore, I know I am on the right path and I will have to continue even when the feedback is unfavorable or I have a bad day.

Sending you angels in abundance to bring you joy,