Why Wrestle

I continue to struggle and battle with myself. After all, who better to battle with? Should I wrestle with an angel? Better not, fore I know I would lose. No, it is much easier to war with myself. I am so good at it, that I practice it almost daily. My stamina is amazing as I can go at myself for hours on end; questioning decisions I have made, things I have done, and so much more. I am so harsh and hard on myself that some days I wonder how I survive. Then today, when I finally took a break from beating myself up, the came Lord and revealed himself to me.


John 15:16 says in brief:

“I have chosen you and ordained you.”


I have to ask, if God has chosen me and ordained me how can I be so hard on myself? I am chosen. I am ordained. Therefore, I can be assured that I am good enough for God and ordained for the work he has called me to do. Enough already! I no longer need to be hard on myself for not being something else, because I am not asked to be something else. I am asked to be me in the love and service of the Lord, as you are asked to be you.

Speak to us who are struggling with these issues dear angels:


We do come to speak to you and capture your hearts to hear and know the love of the Lord. For you to know that you were and are chosen to be a child of god. You must know this in your heart every day. You must know it in the very depths of your souls. To hear it and to know it in your mind is not enough. You must carry it down to your heart and allow it to take root in your soul.

There is no great mystery as to your ministry. It is a clear and simple direction to take each day and all tasks with love. To carry this love forward to all. To tell with your actions that very love that is given to you. Bestowed upon you in grace and in favor. You are a child of God. Go and be this. You struggle because the world says you must be important, you must be famous, you must be educated, you must be smart. Nay children you need only be you and love. You need only to spend your days giving love to others. In small ways, in large ways, in small ways not able to be seen by the eyes of the world. In matters of the heart it doesn’t matter the cost or the time or what you get from it. It is all of the weight of air. It measures nothing here upon this dense place. Yet, it is immeasurable in the heart of God. You must know that the love that is given you gives you all you need to reach out and do the work you are called to do. You must know that nothing is hidden from you to know or to be what you are called to be. So, fear not little ones be kind and loving. Hold fast to all that your heart knows.

Ah, little ones you did not stumble and fall. No, the wings and prayers of many held you up. Look more carefully, those are not bruises. They are marks of courage and depth of love. Brush off your tools and get back to work. You will see great results soon.

Ah, dear ones. Little lambs. Counting days, fretting away. Allow time to be undefined. Allow your schedule time to unwind. Give yourself permission to let go. Count nothing. No days. No time. No illusions of this or that. If for you can try, no try, no try just let yourself go. Go.

Last little one, this is for you. You came and read and said not for me. You were getting ready to go and instead you stayed. Hoping, praying some tiny word for you. This is for you. Yes! Yes, we know you are there and are praying for a word. A kind and gentle word. One word that would make you know and believe that this is real. That it really is real. That angels are here. And angels are near. And angels are gently in your life. What would it take for you to believe. One word. One prayer. One small treasure found. So, just like a green leaf on a dead tree signifies life. Your smile tells us you still believe tonight. Bear this one small test and you will see. Look and find blessings. The blessings are right THERE!

The Angels


Thank you dear angels for reminding us that you are near and want to speak us. This time with you is so precious. Furthermore, I am very thankful for the reminder from scripture that we are chosen; handpicked each one of us.

You were chosen to be here. You were chosen in love.



Letting Go to Fly!

As I go about straightening up, I am compelled to pause and ponder things I have collected; from cards, to books, to knickknacks, to name just a few. Each item that I touch has a story that, most likely, only I know. Yet, sometimes story or no story it is time to let go. That is true with all things; even people. Sometimes we stubbornly hang onto people because we have a story, a history, or future hopes and dreams. However, letting go is not the same as throwing away or no longer caring. It is just releasing our hold on it/them and allowing the universe to take over. To give those things, those hopes, and dreams, to God and allow him to bless them and then give back to us what we need. This may seem difficult, yet, we can do it with faith that we will be given the best and highest for us.

Dear ones we know you can see yourself in this tale of human connection. For each thing clings to you in ways unknown and untold. Yet, sometimes the bigger story, the bigger connection happens when you release. Allow the light and love of God to come through this space that was occupied by something or someone that was not where it should be. We do not judge but we see how clogged you become when you forget to move on and up into a place that you need to be. How stagnant you can become as you are not producing the fragrance you were meant to. There is no sun, no light, no room for growth. Being choked out by weeds and unneeded things. Go clear a space for your soul. Find a sunny spot to allow your wings to expand and grow. Fly children, fly.

The Angels

There is so much power contained in this brief message from the angels. One I know I need to heed, because I want to make space for my spirit to open. I want a sunny spot to allow my wings room to expand. I want my soul to fly. May you too find your space to soar!

Releasing and Expanding,


Left-handed scribe

Love Lenses

Let me share with you where I am right now and where I find myself frequently.

I find myself lost, overwhelmed, confused, and not sure about myself or my place in the world. It is uncomfortable and uneasy upon these seas. Yet, my lack of confidence doesn’t daunt my faith nor does it stop the angels from speaking to me. If I were them I would want to take me and shake me until I “got it.” But, fortunately for me, they don’t work like that; they come gently, lovingly to uplift me and remind me who I am and what is most important. They tell me to be happy, to be free, to be love… And this I feel is the message that is universal to us all; that as we struggle with who we are and what we are to be doing they bring us hope, they lift us up and they remind us of love.


Words, words, words. What has the weight and depth and breath as words; what lingers and captures our hearts and minds and gives so much. They carry so much energy, so much love. Allow the words to come and linger. Simple words of love.

We send words out over time and space. Words that can span time and jump over space. We know the magic of taking the ordinary and making it into something more. Take any moment or any thing and elevate it in importance; one turns into a million. This goes on and on, taken up to a much higher level as it is taken higher and higher and added on to. Or even taken apart and looked at in small parts to come to find that the thing is so important as it/they make up the whole.

Angel language…

Now imagine, if you will, taking something nondescript and every day and putting the energy, the very spirit of God in it~ then what does it become? It cannot remain the same.  It must change it’s very structure; it’s make-up and ways. And yet, it can still look the same and function the same yet be profoundly changed. Would all know and recognize such things~ appreciate the change or wish it to remain the same. And because it has been touched and changed it is not, nor will it ever be the same. Yet, it may not know/be aware of the change. Can one ask to know, to see, to feel? Of course if one would only know to ask, to see, to feel. This is how many small miracles happen every day and you let them slip away~ become lost in a sea of ordinary every day. Sleep walk no more. Open your eyes to really know these small and wondrous happenings.

Angel language…

Angel Signature


I may be feeling lost and confused however, I am sure about God’s love and that of his holy angels. And for that I am thankful; so very thankful. I want to open my eyes and see the miracles happening around me every day, in so many small ways. Give me/us your eyes to see with Lord. May we see through God’s lenses of love.


Angel Scribe


I recently went for my annual eye exam and was told that my lens prescription was changing again, because with age comes the weakening of the eyes. However, this time only one of my eyes (the left one) needed stronger lens. However, I still have to have a completely new set of lenses made because otherwise they would not match.

Yet, our Rx for love lenses never changes, we all need the same strength; God strength, because we cannot see properly without his assistance. However, often we need to be reminded to get an update on our lens so that we are not looking through scratched up and worn out lenses.

Thankfully, these lenses are free and all we have to do to get them is to ask for them.

Here’s to seeing anew, through the love lenses of God.

Seeing in a new light,





Today I took some of the Angel Art to a local craft fair. The weather was horrible but a few people came out. People stopped and looked, some even asked questions but no sales. That is okay, because, I know that it takes time for people to understand and allow the gifts from the angels to find a place in their hearts. In between talking to people, I had a time to do a writing to share with you.

Dear ones this is all you need to know and be, here and now, know this; you were made for joy. Live joyously and in joy and all joy. Know it and grow it. Cultivate joy and abundance in your life. Give joy to yourself, let your soul laugh. Soak in it and let your body and spirit absorb it. Know joy, know love.

Ah little ones we are here.

You may think these words are redundant. Oh yet they must be. They are words that you need to hear and to know. We bring you many words for you to know joy, yet at times we bring you many of the same word.

We ask you:

How much joy can you know? How much joy can you understand? How much joy can you have?

Define all the ways and means of joy. Describe all the times of joy.

As with love, joy can only be multiplied as it is shared. Ah, a simple truth. All good and loving things can only be multiplied. No, never divided. Like you and your need for love. Your capacity for love. Love only grows and can never be depleted. And time does not diminish it nor death end it. Love goes on and on.

Dear ones you are living in the days of love and high energy. Please do not be distracted by the heavy cares of the world. Those temporal things will not last. Do not get caught up in the ugliness or the harsh mean ways of the world.

Live in joy. Be joyous. Be love. 


Angel Signature


May you find all the ways and means of exploring joy in your life and finding fun ways to share it with others.



Open and Honest

I think we can all agree that we should be open, honest, and authentic at all times. However, why then do we often treat those who are being authentically themselves like criminals?
I believe the reason we do this is that we fear what we don’t understand, however, in order to understand we need to be open to getting to know the other person. We also have to be authentic and true to whom we are. One caveat, in doing this, is that we need to be acting out of love and kindness both in who we are and in how we treat others.

Therefore, I need to remain true to the person that I am and the work I have been called to do without self-condemnation or fear. Moreover, I need to be willing to be open and accepting to who you are without condemnation or fear.

This is not always easy. However, it is always important and when we operate from a place of love and care, it makes it possible even when it is difficult or hard to do so. Therefore, I welcome questions about who I am and the work I do, because in the asking I can come to see myself more clearly and so can you. In addition, with open dialogue we both can learn and grow in our understanding of each other, and the wonderful world around us.


Dear one. Dear, dear, dear ones we come to you. We stand by you. We open our arms to you. We draw you in and send you out. We send you out armed and equipped for all that you need. There are so many varied and diverse things we ask you to do therefore we must minister to you differently and uniquely. For one, for one, for one, each one specially cared for and protected and prepared for flight and then one day pushed from the nest to hope, no nay to know to fly. For not only were you prepared, you are made for this and ordained for this. All you do is perfect for YOU and only you can accomplish the things set for you. You are a wonder and are wonderfully and powerfully made. We stand in awe and amazement.

Now, for one a torch is lit. Yes like a passing on of something to something; like a teaching or a tradition. And this torch not only sparks and fires something new it also lights the way with a great sweeping light that dispels the darkness and shows the way. Yes, yes, yes, you know this!

To another- oh the smell is so strong of the foul thing you need to be rid of. You know it needs to go. A little thing it started out to be has now taken over and you need to put it away from you, now, stop! There is not another way. Just stop.

There is another one. For you we see Jade, lovely smooth jade. A jewel to behold and catch your eye. It is not just beautiful but also a needed stone; to protect you, to strengthen you and to purify you. You have a lovely piece of jade coming to you. It will be a lovely coral color; yet light, shining light~ almost yellow. Do not be concerned with where or when. You will receive it soon. Wait for it. Don’t feel you must find it.

And one more, one more. You came here how, what? On a dare or a skeptic you may be. This can’t be real, no way. You were just going to take a peek. What harm? This is true, this is love. No, this is not a religion. No, there is no harm coming to you. Yes, we really are angels. Angels who bring you love. We are both male and female energy. We are ageless. We are always here. Always ready. Standing by to assist you. Yes, she really hears us. Yes she has seen us. You are here today to receive this message from us to you. That you are loved.

Angel language and Signature


It is always so interesting when they place personal messages in the message that is universal and written for anyone and everyone. I always wonder when the person/s will show up who are supposed to receive their message/s. I wonder are they sent, prompted, pushed, or dragged here to find the words that were put here for them. I am so fascinated by how this works and I am always humbled by them using me to send your message to you, yes you.

The work that I do often does prompt questions and I happily answer them. I really do strive to live open and honestly.

Just the other day someone asked me questions about dabbling with the “dark arts.” I told that person that there is no real harm in doing something for fun, yet that all too often we do not understand what we are doing or the powers we are working with, which can be very dangerous. I likened it to playing poker with your friends for fun to someone who is addicted to gambling. They both start out the same but it can lead to problems that can quickly get out of hand and have dire consequences, not only for the person who gambles but for their friends and family too. I do not have anything to do with the “dark arts.”

The work that I do is of love and light.

I realize there are many ways and means of doing things. I am not here to judge. I just caution you to know that there are evil spirits that are just waiting for vulnerable persons to allow them to come and “play”, it is imperative that you not open yourself up to these forces.

It is better to stay away and steer clear. We live among those and therefore, we must surround ourselves with the powerful protection of the light of love. Let the angels of love come and minister to you. Let the love of God and his holy son; Jesus along with his spirit come and be with you.

Sending you love and light,


Perfect Timing

A Message from the Angels:

All things in their dear time. You are being cared for and love is directed your way. Many are the ways of the Lord to show his love and care. Many are the miracles around you day-to-day. There are many reasons and ways in your life~ you are often not even aware of. Times when you were protected and watched over and were never even aware.

To be sure to be sure…

Angelic language…

Dare ones dear, dear, dear ones with all affection and care we do come to you to speak to you~ to dance with you ~ to sing notes only your heart and soul can hear. Things are revealed to you in time ~  in perfect time ~  piece by piece and bit by bit as you need them and are ready for  them ~  take the next step and more appears. Finish the task and more will be asked. And remember this your love will never grow old or cold or dry if you continue to give it and use it ~ plenty and more and more.

Projections and speculations that’s how busi-ness-es run- we do not operate that way

Do~create~love~do~create~give~create~do~love and on and on and on and on…

Why do you worry and fret over such small things when there is so much love to give~ there is only love. Love protects love. Love gives love. Love grows love. Love creates love. Love always speaks true and cares for all.


The Angels


A Powerful message we all need to hear.



Angel Scribe

Earthly Walk

The angels often come lightly, full of laughter and glee. However, even in their lightness, they often bring very serious messages. As you will see these messages are most assuredly directed to me, yet there are many things that can be used by anyone. In addition, the lessons I learned through the messages and the process of following the directives I was given are meant for all of us. As you will see, there were parts or steps in this/these messages.

I was asked to do reading for a friend; she told me that an angel, one that had been visiting her but not speaking to her, wanted to speak to me. However, when the angel first came to me she only giggled. She flitted and flashed by, streaming her long red hair behind her, or she was just a flash of white light. Her laughter was infectious and made me giggle too. Therefore, I anticipated this angels showing up and bringing lots of giggles. I am happy to report that she did not disappoint me. Plus, she brought friends.

After I finished her reading, I felt compelled to do another reading. I was not sure if it was going to be for me or one to share with my readers. As I was writing, it became clear it was both. Therefore, I am humbled and overjoyed to share it with you.

Part I: The Angels Speak:

There is something to be said for fine paper and a nice pen. There is something to be said for those who are led and then follow. There is something to be said for those who can turn off the noises of the world and attune to the heavenly realms. So why would you doubt anything we say or the imperative to do it!

We do and don’t understand about jobs and other ridiculous things that you do or feel you must do in this life. Fine finish it- give whatever you feel you must give but it is time for you to go into full-time ministry. We can and will strip you of all else if  you do not move at this time.

We can give you only a small window.

Do not fret or worry where the money will come from. There are those who know of you- they will contact you soon and we are sending out earthly invitations. Those who seek will very soon find you. You must be ready and open for when they come. No more entanglements on your time. Only this- only this. Why let fear have a place with you . Have we not shown you that we only take you where you need to go and we only equip you through God to do this work. Now is the time to trust it. Now, now is.

Now go for an earthly walk.


They told me to go for a walk and I hesitated. I finally left and went down to the beach. There was only one other lone walker strolling up the beach toward me. I quickly turned and started walking in front of them. I felt hurried as I kept a fast pace to stay in front of them. This was no way to enjoy a walk on the beach. They finally told me to let them pass, so that I would then be behind them. This allowed me to slow down. However, even at my fast pace I still found treasures. My definitions of treasure is round smooth stones, feathers, and pieces of driftwood with faces. After I got back home, they told me to write down what I learned.


Part II: Learning:

  • Go when told- do not wait or hesitate, go
  • Be willing to be lead- your path will be directed
  • Watch the path- there are treasures along the way, yet also dangers you want to avoid
  • Feed the Dragon- you can give up/ give away something precious and still come home rich
  • If you go when you are called you will not feel rushed- yet that too is just an illusion of your fearful mind; allow it to pass and get some distance
  • Slow down- be mindful; what you need will be given to you, so you may bless others abundantly
  • Trust what you see, hear, find; some treasure may appear bruised and battered yet it has weathered the storm and it is more worthy than it appears
  • Leave when you are told- leaving and letting go are important parts of the journey
  • When the physical body feels vulnerable lean on the wisdom of the spiritual body


Part III: The Angels Step Back In:

These are important truths for you right now. You are ready for this and ordained for such. You must trust this path and leave it open for the work you are called to do. Many, many blessings are coming your way. They are rushing in to assist you.

Angelic language…

Angels Signatures


As I have been typing this up, it feels strange to put a reading here that seems very much directed to me. However, they want me to share this. I feel this is because this is a very public place to put this and will make me accountable to what they are asking me to do. Plus, the lessons learned are meant to be shared because they hold very basic truths we all can use. Therefore, I put this directive from the angels before you and I share with you the truths that were revealed on my walk.



Angel Scribe

Your Life is not a Metaphor

When I sit down to do a reading for someone, the angels frequently want to speak to us all. Often there are messages within their message that I feel are universal, applicable to us all, that I will copy that portion and share it. Sometimes, they ask me to get a fresh piece of paper and do a separate reading, this one was written after I wrote one for a client. This one was sent for you.

Dear ones you are all further ahead than you think/feel you are. Stop berating yourselves and start enjoying all the blessings in your life. Life is not a game or a challenge or a test. Stop leading your life by metaphors. Let it be a flowing~ a blessing full of love.

Today you are given a day off from worry and woes. Today~ you can just enjoy it for all that it is.

Don’t try to find what is missing nor feel you must fill in the blanks. Just notice and appreciate all that is there.

Yes~ Dear ones~ short and sweet. Take it light and easy friends~ Dear ones.

Love and Light,

The Angels


I would love for you to linger here and read more of these wonderful messages. However, please go; enjoy, rest, or do whatever else your heart leads you to do. Yet, please come back when you have time to stay. The angels have other wonderful messages for you.


Enjoy the day,


A Cloud has Lifted

Good day, I have not posted for a while because I have been going through a rough patch. The angels reminded me this morning that is all the more reason that I do need to post; because there are others who also are hurting and having a difficult time. Why is it that we avoid one another and our fellowship with God and the angels just when we need it the most?

These stormy times in our life need to draw us in and closer to God, even if it feels like he is far, far away.

The angels wish to speak to us about these times:

Dear ones we are always with you. When you feel that life is difficult or makes you sad and depressed, we are here. When there seems more questions than answers, we are here. When you cannot find the map to navigate with, we are here. Of course you feel lost and confused but that is only because you are not in control. Let go and let God steer your vessel over the dark and stormy seas. As the winds whip and toss your tiny ship, quiet your heart and mind. Allow the torrent of rains to fall. Oh but you say that you cannot, you are afraid. This fear that you feel is the only wall between you and the love that you wish to feel. Yes, love. Love that will give you the strength, the determination, the will and the heart to go forward. To see that is the only way in which you can go. We go in all directions at once. We can travel in all ways and by all modes. Yet, you must move forward. Always toward the light of life.

Oh, oh dear ones you tremble and fret. You toss and you turn. You wail and gnash your teeth. Silly waste of time. No, we do not laugh at you. We come to comfort you and bring you the true joy you desire. Yet, you snatch away your hand. You pull back your heart. You close off the only way in. So, we wait. We stand ready. We sit by your side. We are here. We are here.

Come out of your shell and extend your hand and open your heart. This will be the secret way of the soul. The big, fat secret. Can you not hear our loving laughter? We sing to you in joyous song.

No, your pain is not small or forgotten. We wish to come and wash it away. Be open for that hand. It is coming soon.

Oh, yes it is coming soon.

The Angels


I pray that you will not stay away because of your personal pain. I apologize that I did.


Out of Sorts

I pushed myself to go to work today; twice. I had to come home for a while in between my two part-time jobs. Something in my heart and soul didn’t feel right. I came home, ate some lunch, and did an Angel reading for myself. Then I forced myself back out the door to my other job.

This evening, I still feel out of sorts. I am not sure what is going on today but I have learned to honor what I am feeling. So, I am playing uplifting music, I have said a few prayers, and now I feel compelled to come and sit with you and the angels and let them speak to us.

Something big must be going on in the world. There always is when I get like this.

I rarely just sit at the computer and type my posts. Instead, I usually sit somewhere quiet to listen to the angels and hand-write out the messages and then type up what I wrote. However, tonight I thought I needed to let it flow.

Dear ones sometimes you do need to set apart time and space to be by yourself or to listen to music you love or to just be gentle with yourself. Who are you trying to measure yourself against this time? What are you trying to figure out that has your mind so troubled? Oh dear ones you are so hard on yourselves sometimes and we just wish to bring you reassurance of the love that God has for you and the life that you lead. You do not need to keep up a crazy pace or earn millions of dollars or get straight A’s to be a good person. You don’t need to go out and give or do every day. So many of you do so much in so many small ways, that you are not even aware of. Let go of the huge expectations and high profiles to just allow yourselves to be and time to enjoy.

Oh dear, dear, dear ones. Love. Life. Oh so much of the time you spend it fretting away about cares of yours and concerns. Just for this moment let all that go. Allow the waters of life to flow over and around you and shape you. Or become like water and flow around and through the obstacles that you think stand in your way. Or just be still. Be oh so still. Gentle waters. Soft and sweet for your soul.

Drink of the living water. Drink and never thirst again. Drink and be filled to everlasting and to everlasting.

The things that you are worried about or fear are small. Oh, yet not so small for God to handle. Give it over to the one who can and wants to take your burdens away. Become light and float away. Become unburdened and light. You have made your lives too heavy. Yes, loves it is that simple and easy.

Allow the images in your head to be transformed into joyous, lovely, wondersoul visions of joy, love, laughter and more…

Oh little ones come and be, just be. Find yourself in the loving arms of God. And allow us the angels to minister to all of your needs.


The Angels


It was good to get lost in the angelic writing and drift away from whatever has me so unsettled. I am sure that as I trust God and lean into love that I will settled down and become calm.

Sending prayers and calming energy out,